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Embrace Emotions.

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Happy, sad, joyful, frustration.

Attached but detached. There yet not there.

All parts of human acts or emotions.

Embrace them.

As they let you learn and grow.

Everything should be taken at face value.

It is your best teacher and your best guru for the soul.

Protect them wisely M’Lady.

 

 

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September 23, 2016 at 9:10 pm

I got myself a new baby kitten.

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They are times when I’m home alone, I feel lonely. I will watch tons of youtube videos, tv series, clean up the house or cooking. Recently, I watched a Malaysian actress who studied in the US and have two cats. Watching her cats and how happy they makes her feels, entice me to get one. I always love cats.

Since I have some downs in my life recently, with school, and heartbroken, I’ve make my decision to own one. After trillions of research, I finally found the perfect match!

It was the perfect kitten, meant and born for me. When I crossed over her face, it was love at first sight. I’m hooked!

Britney

Britney

 How adorable is she?! At first, I want to call her Maya. But after seeing her for the first time live, she reminds me of Britney. Very active, playful, and smart. She loves to run and slides. Lol. I got her vaccinated and deworm a day after.

I had her for a week now. Few days ago she started to loose her appetite and don’t even drink. My goodness, I was so worried. She had Royal Canin Persian 32 and suddenly she refuse to eat. I was thinking to bring her to the vet, in case she got dehydrated or sick. After many advices by friends, I decided to buy a new kitten food called Lams, some canned foods, and treats. Oh my, she loves it! My baby is eating so well now 🙂

Like a boss

Like a boss

 

Cuddling session

Cuddling session

 

She is a flatface white persian mix with bengal marble. Having to have a personality of a bengal like her mom, it was not as easy. I have to always have my eyes close so that she will not do something that will injured herself. It took her quite sometime to get used to me. By now, she started to lick and cuddles with me. Whenever she demands my attention, I’m all hers! :p

Having her makes me feel like the happiest woman on earth. It’s true what they said, animals makes a person feels content. Britney gives me unconditional love, and knowing that, makes my heart glows. Men comes and goes, but Britney stays.

This is love.

 

 

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January 9, 2014 at 8:47 pm

Do this on Valentine’s Day if you dare.

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I found something hilarious while going through MPH bookstore on 14 February. Have to post this!

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A saucy greeting card. Kinky much? :p Happy Valentine’s Day everyone! 🙂

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February 17, 2013 at 9:29 pm

My crazy bestfriends.

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Friends come and goes. Not bestfriends, they stay.

Since I am in the miss mode now, I would like to share photos of people who meant the world to me. They are my bestfriends, who i cared the most.

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Highschool bestfriends, Farhanah & Wawa

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Riry

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With AJ

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With Ein

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With Jake

These are my favourite people of all time. There are however some others that I did not have the photo here with currently. Will post their photos soon.

I am crazily in ♥ with them.

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January 23, 2013 at 7:28 pm

Fact of the day 3

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The person who are closest to your heart can hurt you more than any other people.

 

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November 16, 2012 at 2:33 am

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Rest In Peace Kim & Beehah.

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One of my friend fall today, in a better place no other than with God.

 

2 years ago I lost my bestfriend, Kim in a bike crash. Today, God decided it was time for a great of mine, Beehah to be back to Him.  She died due to asthma.

How am I coping up with this?

Be Strong. That’s all I could do. And pray, pray really hard.

 

Kim and Beehah, Rest In Peace my dearest girls. I love you both. I know God will take care of you better than we and the earth would. You’ll be missed. Al-Fatihah

 

 

 

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October 11, 2012 at 7:10 pm

What incurable desease can do.

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Today has been a hard day.

I have someone, who’s been in my heart for a long time. We rarely talk, we rarely seen each other, and we rarely contact. But he’s there, among all the fuss and dates with other guys, he’s always been there.

It’s sad, that we could not proceed, even long before. Just because our responsibilities differs.

Today,  i have received his text.

Actually i’ve been meaning to tell you that i’m moving back to JB. I’ve quit my job at my firm and will be in jb taking care of my sick sister. I am coming back to KL to take my things and move out of my apartment. Just fyi.

 

I replied: Okay.

I cried my heart out. I really didn’t know what to do and how to answer. I know it took him quite some time to have the courage to tell me that. We rarely meet even though we were 15 minutes away. What more, 5 hours apart. But I’ve told myself, be strong. God must have His reason to let us depart from each other. His sister need her, more than I do. Perhaps it will be good for me too. A permanent distant would let two of us recover. Perhaps the sister need him, perhaps he need his sister, and perhaps I too need this distance.

 

After a few hours, I choose to text him back.

I know you did what’s best for you and i’m proud of your decision. I’m sorry, for not being there when you need me the most. I’m sorry, for not being able to shelter your emotion. I wish I could, if you let me. I’m sorry I’m not the one. Meet me before you go back. I have something for your sister. I’ve been keeping it for a long time.

 

I bought myself a Coach handbag previously. But i’ve never got the chance to use it. Since last year, I told myself perhaps I should give it to her sister. Now, it is definitely the right time.

We’ve been struggling. He’s the eldest in his family, and her sister is struggling with a disease where one day, she couldn’t write, move or talk. She’s a handicap now. The life would be shorten too.

And I, struggling with my sick father who has been diagnosed with Parkinson early last year. It’s been a year, that I’ve slowly seen my father’s becoming more weaker. From a man who could drive for 8 hours before, the siblings and I took the responsibility of the driving now.

My love life is unfortunate for now. Half way through, I know we couldn’t make it. Sometime, we need to sacrifice for more important people, our family. But I believe the love will come again. Perhaps not with him, but with others.

 

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May 1, 2012 at 10:04 pm